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Thursday, January 5, 2012 @ 6:36 AM Lately I've been having issue with my ownself. and I hate it. I dont I keep on losing my mind , unstable emotions and god Im so fucked up. and The only thing that can rescue me is .. Allah. Only Him can save me from all the stupid feelings , only Him can cure me , Only Him that can make everything perfect again. I dont why or what , but I can feel that I am drifting apart from him. And I am afraid. because without His Guidance , I'd be lost. I'd be on my own. I'd be alone. I'd be empty. Nothing. empty. I dont want that. I swear I dont ever want that. Im afraid :/ I dont think people will understand. cos I myself , I cant even figure out what is this feelings and all. I have friends that can guide me and all , but still I am afraid. people changed , so do I. Im afraid I will be the old me. I dont want that. That would be hell though I am a nice person. I just dont want to commit any sin anymore. I know the only one that I can turn to now and always Is Allah. Only Him. Not anyone else. I want nothing but to be near to you Allah. Please guide me to the right path. Amin.
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 Hi hello there ! I'm Aqilah. 17. Malaysia. Yes , I love McD :) and candies ! :D I'm hyper. XDD yes, very hehe :) I love music and I love photography. I love spongebob. I like weird stuff.I am weird. I am who I am. If you have problem with that , please , kindly leave :) This is my blog and yes , enjoy xoxo  The Sulaiman's :) My EVERYTHING <3 My family is my everything. Nothing more nothing less. I can't imagine my life without them. Not even a single second. They are the best. <3  She's Iylia Syahirah & She's my soulmate <3 She's my other half and I love everything about her. It's amazing how a total complete stranger turns out to be your world one day :)  Seramai <3 My life <3 I love them very much. And yes , They are AWESOME :D 10 people , 10 personalities and 10 attitudes and yet , we're still standing strong :) All of the pictures above aren't perfect. But ,they are picture perfect <3
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Thursday, January 5, 2012 @ 6:36 AM Lately I've been having issue with my ownself. and I hate it. I dont I keep on losing my mind , unstable emotions and god Im so fucked up. and The only thing that can rescue me is .. Allah. Only Him can save me from all the stupid feelings , only Him can cure me , Only Him that can make everything perfect again. I dont why or what , but I can feel that I am drifting apart from him. And I am afraid. because without His Guidance , I'd be lost. I'd be on my own. I'd be alone. I'd be empty. Nothing. empty. I dont want that. I swear I dont ever want that. Im afraid :/ I dont think people will understand. cos I myself , I cant even figure out what is this feelings and all. I have friends that can guide me and all , but still I am afraid. people changed , so do I. Im afraid I will be the old me. I dont want that. That would be hell though I am a nice person. I just dont want to commit any sin anymore. I know the only one that I can turn to now and always Is Allah. Only Him. Not anyone else. I want nothing but to be near to you Allah. Please guide me to the right path. Amin.
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